January 2010
32 posts
Just recently, i think God spoke to me a lot about humility. It’s not an easy task to take up God’s challenges and move on in life. I’m someone dislike changes. But, i know changes are inevitable in life. Though i tend to portray that i am fine, but deep inside my heart, I’m afraid.
I have to stop whining and start doing things. I discovered that whining is a waste of...
okay.. i notice that since the very first day i stepped into yjc, i never give the school any positive comments. but after so much mourning, i shall say that yjc is not that bad too. but the facilities still as bad as ever ! HAHA.
i shall say that at least the people there are not that bad. The games was super funny because we somehow cheated our way by begging the game masters using a rod....
i am feeling super lethargic after a long day touring and shouting in yjc. Well, after stepping into yjc, i started appreciating the facilities in HIHS. the principle spend 15minutes persuading us yjc was a good choice.At that moment, i was thinking whether she’s trying to brainwash us. HAHA.
and yes, thank God that Davis is in the same OG group as me. but, that’s just temporal. and i...
I guess i gained a lot of insights today ! I know the true meaning of being humble.. humility is about recognizing your strength and grow in your weaknesses. It’s right to say that the truths are often hurtful. It’s like double-edged sword protruding into our spiritual heart.
Honestly, i hate to admit mistakes and defeats. But after much pondering, i started to thank God for...
Perhaps God is somehow giving a signal of end time, i was shocked once again when i discovered that Haiti had it’s second earthquake just today. If this gonna remains, i guess it will result to catastrophic disaster. It hits me so much that how people are fighting so hard to survive. To us, we have the choice whether to eat our meals. But in Haiti, they are begging for food. The country is...
yay. i love nights. i get to think about many things. And of course, i bullied Gina. xD
*well done ruijun !
she’s one of the few people i manage to bully :D
Living in Singapore is way too comfortable that our thinking are often restricted by the four walls. Perhaps for some of us, ‘wars and earthquakes’ such words are never in our dictionary before. However, there are countries facing the threat of religious conflicts and gender discrimination. As i was reading this debate saying that women in the developed world have never had it so...
i may not fully comprehend what’s next in my life. However, i am really waiting in anticipation of my upcoming life. Sometimes, i asked myself if i am ready for the challenges God had installed for me. Honestly, I don’t dare to answer this question, deep inside me, there’s still this sense of anxiety that overflows me.
My honeymoon is coming to an end. Sometimes i really do...
“Sometimes, you need to step outside, get some air, and remind yourself of who...”
– Gossip Girl (via runawaytrain) (via eternityinhim)
We are living in such a sophisticated world. Things are just changing inevitably. Perhaps I am still young to fully understand what the world brings, but it allows me to think how broken the world is.
I think this world has reaches a point that it goes beyond ’ promise ’ such word. Like how when we were back as a toddler, we take each and every promise made by adults so seriously....
“I’m not happy, I’m cheerful. There’s a difference. A happy woman has no cares at...”
– Beverly Sills (via runawaytrain) (via melodyyah) (via emilyrocks)
Sometimes in life, we will never know what’s happening at the next minute. As i was mourning over my results for the past few days, another part of Singapore was fighting with an earthquake which takes up many lives.
Isn’t it unfair? Living in Singapore is just so comfortable. We’re lacking of nothing. Or rather, the things we usually lack of is categorize as things we...
I spent quite awhile thinking whether this world will reach a point where everyone is equal and flawless. All i can conclude is that this is almost an impossible job. As much as how some people can be so strongly convinced to ease the poverty of the world, we are still not doing much still.
perhaps that’s life. Life can never be a bed of roses. If we chose to live in this world, problems...
Be sure when you ask God to grow you. It’ll be a challenge you’ll never forget, but never regret if you pass it. - quoted from Marcus’s Facebook.
How true can this be.
i want to prepare and start mugging ! I do miss studying till late nights. Anticipating for the upcoming year ! I believe I will grow both physically and spiritually when school starts !
yay.
to be honest, i am upset. But it’s okay. i knew i won’t do well for english. and, i just passed my eng. but i didn’t expect myself to get 6distinction which makes me feel like a retarded initially. Like,what the hell? What’s the use of having them.. i was frustrated and tears dripping down my eyes.
when my cousin ran to me shouted ’ jie jie! ’ , i was...
Well, in another few hours time, i will be stepping into the hall once again to get back the O level results. Though many people kept assuring me that it will gonna be alright and such, but there’s still this anxiety deep inside me. I hate this feeling and it makes me feel irritated. But then again, i know this is the part and parcel God wants me to undergo before He reveals His further plan...
we’re caught up by so many happenings, one after another. but, are we going to continue to persevere on?
i must stop serving at my comfort zone. because, i am not giving my best yet.
perhaps, i should not make so much effort in keeping touch with you, dear friend. i gave up.
Just as i discovered that O level is releasing next monday, anxiety overwhelmed me. It makes me ponder and anticipate how my life will gonna be like. Sometimes, my mind will be drifted away with many ‘what ifs’. Part of me wants back my results. But, another part of me hope to choose to escape. HAHA. irony, i know.
i was talking to rachel earlier in the day. Honestly, i kind of admire...
Well, i do not know if this is an irony, but i really miss going back to school.
i miss the feeling of pulling myself out of the bed every morning.
I miss the oh-so-tired morning walk from interchange to school with Anthea.
I miss the so steep ‘mountain’ we need to climb every morning.
I miss standing in parade square and sweating profusely due to the extreme humid.
I miss our...
Verse 1: This is my prayer in the desert And all that’s within me feels dry This is my prayer in the hunger in me My God is a God who provides Verse 2: And this is my prayer in the fire In weakness or trial or pain There is a faith proved Of more worth than gold So refine me Lord through the flames Chorus: And I will bring praise I will bring praise No weapon forged against...
I was laughing when i saw this photos in my past blog. Initially, i was just attempting to find the new year resolutions i set in 2009. But well, i cannot find. );
Seeing these photos, i really thank God for how He had blessed me through the year. He blessed me with good circle of friends around me. I guess sec4 life was rather eventful.
I knew i stepped into 2009 with much fears within me....
tonight shall be a night of planning.
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