Recently, I’ve been pretty upset about certain things and it makes me feel uncertain about my future. I perhaps had lost the chance in certain areas and it just somehow makes me feel demoralized.
Life is just filled with comparison because we as human will never satisfy with what we have. We tend to compare with people around us and the cycle goes on. when we entered high school, we compare our life with primary school. And now, when we entered junior college, we will tend to compare our life with high school. and perhaps, the cycle will just go on when we enter university.
Because of comparison, we tend to not live a happy life because to it’s a complete impossible to reach a perfect standard. so maybe God is the best competitor one can look up to. And come on, what’s the use of comparing.?
maybe we just need to have a little bit of courage to admit what’s wrong. making mistakes is a norm in life. but what’s really matters is whether have we learn our mistake and pick ourselves up.
many a times, as human, we seldom admit our mistake due to the lack of courage and pride issue. we tend to use things to cover up our mistakes. but think again, what’s the use of covering up mistakes? it will only lengthen your pain.
we are all flawed with many bad habits. i will never believe that there’s a perfect human being living in this world. but we just need to have that little courage to admit what’s wrong. and i guess, the world will be a better place to live in.
so what’s next? i may feel uncertain. but i know my future is in God’s hand. i don’t want to chase after a string of distinction and colorful portfolio. i want to learn and understand.
