Perhaps my life is filled with too many responsibilities that sometimes i take them as a chore. Things are getting so much more complicated and it’s so draining to see how things become from bad to worst. surely, much disappointments dawned upon me and yet, i need to learn to be strong.
i spent my morning thinking thinking and thinking. maybe i need to trust God a little bit more. it’s disheartening but still, i can take refuge in Him at the end of the day. i don’t want to take them as responsibilities. instead, i want to do simply because i want to please God and not man.
on a lighter note, i did enjoy my day yesterday. i love running and enjoy the breeze while going into deep thoughts. but as i think through, i am glad to have great friends and teachers accompanying me.
i think i should stop being so myopic when it comes to dealing with such stuffs. but again, ….