time flies, and it really does. i could remember vividly how two years back, around this period of my life, i was typing how reluctant i was to graduate from high school life. but guess what, i officially graduated from my jc life today.
it makes me feel excited but at the same time fearful. it makes me realize that i am one step nearer to stepping into the society. it makes me wonder yet again, the meaning of life. what it really means to live a life, knowing why you are doing what you are doing.
Perhaps, jc life is the period when i start to grow and learn to be independent. definitely, i will miss those stupid and retarded moments in life when we will never fail to laugh at the almost all our teacher’s jokes. one thing for sure, i am really thankful to have such good teachers in my yjc life.
okay, i shall leave all those clinches ‘speech’ after A level.
Well, today i posed myself one question- what is the feature that differentiates childlike-ness from stubbornness?
Jesus said that its only if and only if we have a childlike heart, we cannot enter the Kingdom of heaven. yet, this is still a difference between childlike and stubborn.
Perhaps, what differentiates them is the heart condition. stubborn is when one just want to get his/her through without bothering what other thinks. on the other hand, childlike is when you do certain things simply because you are doing without much ulterior motives lying behind.
but i want to learn to be more firm, more firm to what i am standing for. i want to comprehend what it really means to serve the world. not just mere words, but with actions and heart.
its not a one day event. it’s a lifestyle because Jesus was sent to serve us. He exemplify and set a standard for us.
so now, what’s your heart condition?
