promo is over. honestly, this is one of the worst exam i had ever went through. so wish me good luck. perhaps i need God more than just pure luck.
finally, i have got time to dwell into deep thoughts. many things went through my mind recently as i start to question myself fundamentals stuffs. i then realized that i am well sheltered since i stepped into hihs. life’s pretty smooth sailing and my circle of friends are a good influence to me. Perhaps because of this, i am not expose to how the real world functions. i am not expose to the cruelty element of human nature. i am not expose to the imperfect side of society. in short, i’ve always being in my ‘lala’ land.
this world is filled with thousand and one flaws. people and situations, many a times, fail and disappoint us. Things ain’t as perfect as how i once thought. Since young, i’ve always thought that the plot shown on the television isn’t realistic and it will never happen. but nah, i am wrong. those plots broadcast on television is exactly the real life problems many people face.
Relationship problems, break ups, betrayers and selfishness are perhaps the few major problems face by the society as a whole. I started to question myself why will all these happen. what’s the bottom line of all these problem? or rather, what’s the root reason of all the occurrence.
perhaps, perfect is a standard that is unreachable. God, in the bible also said that only He himself is perfect. In this world, we are often disappointed by how people and situation fail to meet our expectation. But, God will never fail to meet our meet.
He is seldom early but never late.
i may be really uncertain. but i know, my future is in His Hand. (;
