Feel pretty enlightened once again! (:
i am always amazed how God take away things from me and give me again. to be honest, i will prefer to be an ordinary person. i seldom take extraordinary route because i am afraid of failure, at times. today, i realized that i often under estimate my capability in doing stuffs. in short, i prefer to stay in my own comfort zone doing things that are within my reach. gradually, i realized that this isn’t the best way to allow God to mould me.
sometimes, we define ‘spiritual’ as giving up things for God’s kingdom. perhaps, giving up things that will deter our future. however, more often, we don’t take up such challenges because we don’t allow God to mould us. or rather, we don’t allow God to stretch our character.
honestly, i am a victim of such case described as above.
but now, i decided to take a step of faith for God to stretch me even further. i’ve decided not to stick to my comfort shell doing things that are mundane. yes, i admit that it will be physically tiring and mentally draining, but it will definitely be a good avenue for me to grow stronger and rely on God more.
i can never forget how God is able to bring me from one station of my life to another. and now, give me back the childlike faith again, to trust and believe for a divine change.
