Well, happy new year. >:)
Today was rather a simple day. i started recounting so many stuffs and the many happenings in my life in 2011. in the yaer of 2011, I learn so many things that i can hardly pen them down. i learnt how to live a credible life( though i am not a master of it as yet). i learnt to be a man of my own words. i learnt the importance of relying on God and having just that simple god-and-me relationship.
no doubt, at certain point of my life, i deterred myself from God’s amazing plan for me. i regretted and blamed myself but then again, i learnt how unconditional god’s grace is. despite the thousand and one boohoo moments i’ve made, He never fails to give me a brand new day and encourage me through one way or another.
my 2 years JC life was not that easy neither is it difficult personally. but one thing i thank god for is to allow me to gradually witness the real world. i am of course still a noob compare to some of my friends about how the real world really is. but i thank god for blessing me with friends who i can truly trust as they guide me through this mini adventure, i will say.
Today, when i was taking the lift back home, it suddenly dawn upon me that what if the lift were to not stop at my level and continue going up, to a place where it’s totally unfamiliar to me. ya see, life is just filled so many uncertainties and all we can do is simply, trust that the lift will bring me back home. this year 2012, i must learn to be less sceptical and give people some trust and doubt less. i want to have faith that things will turn up well.
i want to lead a life that is meaningful with God in the centre of all the friendships. i want to learn to be more serving and stop thinking of me and myself. i want to learn to serve the world out there.
i just simply want to be the light, that shine forth God’s glory. no insecurities, no uncertainties, no regrets.
though i am running a different pathway from some of my good pals, but i believe that one day, we will approach the same finishing line. :)
