I love Sundays ! :D
woke up at an unearthly hour. first time after decades i actually woke up after 10am. felt so accomplished because i replenished my luxury sleep that was lacked during school days, about to complete my maths tutorial and went for a jog around the neighbourhood! nothing can beat this, when life goes at it’s own pace without much worries.
well, while i was about to go for a run, they sky was cloudy and most probably, its about to rain. so, i started to find lots of excuses to stop my running plan. however, i’ve decided not to succumb to the temptation and went for a run. in the midst of running, the weather seems so threatening and unpredictable. few instances, i thought it was drizzling. but praise God, when i reached home, the sky was still as cloudy as the moment i started the jog.
so i guess, it was a blessing in disguise because i jogged in a Sunday afternoon without the need to stand the scorching sunlight ! :D
from this, i learnt an important lesson, or perhaps, God wants to speak to me the importance of continue to run the race despite temptations. The truth is, running this christian race is never an easy task. at some point of my life, i questioned myself why am i spending large portion of my time meeting people, spending time with people and doing ministry when i actually can spend them in my studies to score a better grades and achieving more awards.
i mean, the world afteral, looks at our results and number of certificates we achieved. if anything goes wrong, it may even affect the quality of life i am going to enjoy few years down the road.
but you know what, doing God’s work is a H4 subject(ya, more important than h3. HAHA) i took up since the moment i decided to serve God. the truth is, the grade will never be shown on the result slip i am going to receive after my A level. but i know, my result slip is store somewhere in heaven and i know, God is always looking over me.
deep down in my heart, i am worried about many things. and how i see people around me moving on to next stage of their life, it just makes me think deeper. i know, i am given the freedom of choice to choose and make a wise decision. but still, i will want to complete my H4 subject( building a strong community ) before choosing the next path i want to head towards.
Just like how i was running under that threatening weather, God sees me through the run without ‘blessing’ me with rain. To add on, He even blessed me with a cooling weather to complete my jog. so what else do i need to worry?
God never fails me. the truth is, we can never out give how much God had given to us. perhaps, God really wants to teach me to surrender my time for Him.
i will run the race through the narrow lane.
:D
