As i was on the way home from MM retreat, i started to question myself about many things. Honestly speaking, i do have a plan for myself about what i am going to do in the future after disciplining people up. ’ Is that really God’s plan?’ this question suddenly hits me so much that i started to do some soul searching.
As human, we will tend to take the shortest route to reach our destination. many a times, such routes actually deter what God had installed for me. I remembered once i said that to my sheep, and now, it makes me wonder, am i trying to deter myself from what God had installed for me?
Perhaps, i should learn to slower down my pace and start listening to God’s voice. i don’t want to do things in my own way anymore. it drains my physical energy at an exponential rate. i want to magnify God more in my life. if i can go for excellent, why do it just settle for a good?
God, teach me, pleaseeee.