Lethargic is perhaps the best word to sum up my entire week. Teachers are starting to bombard us with infinite amount of workload and expect us to complete them on time. well, to keep long story short, I’ve got thousand and one reasons to explain why i am tired.
I dreaded myself to music practice. You know, i can actually utilize the time more wisely by catching up with my sleep and etc. yes, i grumbled to God a little. However, my mindset changed totally the instant when i saw Sharlene on stage. Her knee is injured. Yet, she took the initiative to come down for music practice, trusting that God will heal her leg.
Well, perhaps i may not know her personally. Just somehow, God spoke to me through her actions. At times, we grumble that we are in the worst possible action. and usually, i will start chanting ’ life sucks’ these two words to many people around me. Finally, i comprehended ‘life sucks’ is a relative phrase.
God will only place us in a situation where He knows that we will overcome them victoriously. Perhaps at this very moment, it’s seem ironic for us to overcome the obstacle and our faith subsided. But isn’t that the very nature of a human? We tend to doubt and never believe on surreal things.
Whenever i start to take a step back and see things at a bigger picture, i started realize how myopic i am in dealing stuffs. Being impulsive, i will just use whatever resource i have and never tap on what God can provide. I want to listen to God’s voice and learn to tap on God’s strength to overcome my JC life !
come on ruijun, i am left with 3/4 of the yj journey. :D
