somehow, i feel that JC life is really tough and draining. Just few minutes ago, i was ranting to wanfen how bad school life is with so many dead lines to meet. However, i should utilize my time to sleep instead of ranting non-stop.
the idea of juggling so many things at a goal really freaks me up. perhaps i really need to depend God more and more. i don’t want to do my work for the sake of doing them. i want to do them because through every piece of my work, i am able to glorify God’s name.
i want to be a better salt and light. but somehow, explicitly, it seems so surreal.
sigh. i wonder when Jesus will be back to take away my sufferings. but for now, i should stop grumbling and read my economics notes before hitting the bed. bye, people.
