finally, I am able to sit infront of the computer without having much worry about what i need to do next. life is getting so tough and tiring. honestly, it drains me up so much that at times, the idea of giving seems so tempting. again, i know it will be a super dumb thing to just give up at this very moment.
honestly, i really discovered so many things about myself during this period of time. so many things happened and i need to learn many things, but step by step. many a times, whenever i look back to things, i just have this very tinge of regret deep in my heart.
at times, i ask God, why is my life fill with regrets.? why there isn’t a decision i made that doesn’t make me look back.
just recently, i’ve got this friend who asked me ’ you go church, not tiring meh?’
honestly, this question really did strike me straight in my face. until now, i am confident to say that i go church, it is tiring. but i know my God never fails to provide me with strength when im drained. my God never fails to surprise me with miracles at the very last moment.
but till then, i shall learn to be someone who is grateful
